Wouldn’t it be nice if there was a handbook telling you what will happen to you when you die? A sort of manual telling you in detail how you will spend eternity?
I am not gonna preach about what the bible or the koran for that matter says about these issues. I am about to reveal to you what I have believed in since the age of 15 - 16, and how this believe has guided me through life so far.
I belong to “the church of I don’t know’ers”. Never heard of it? No? Are you sure? Of course there is no such church, because not knowing is the same as not believing you might think. The answer to that question is “not neccesarily”.
Let me give you a bit of background to how I came to the revolutionary conclusion that I don’t know what will happen to me when I die.
I grew up in a very religous family. My father became a christian at the age of 26. His believe in Jesus Christ as his personal savior was very much so - being litterarily saved from becoming an alcoholic as his father. My point is not to babble away about my fathers believes, but rather to give a background to the extreme worshipping of Jesus that I grew up with.
Now, with the background above - how did it happen that I decided to leave the religion I was thought from my childhood? I mean, my two brothers and my sister are christians, so what made me reject the truth that I was thought?
The answer is logic. As the classical philosophers based their philosophies on their logic, so do I. I started reading “adult” books early in life. By adult-books I mean books written for adults, and not for children. Initially I read these books because I thought it was cool to be different (not because I had a genuine interest in them). Later on I saw that I had developed differently than my siblings.
When I was in primary school I loved asking the teacher about the questions that was tumbling around in my head. My favourite one was (and still is): What is time, and why does it exist?
Forgive me for blabbering a bit there
Back to the subject: What will happen to you when you die?
Have you ever though about the possibility that nothing will happen. Is it possible that when we die, we don’t exist any more? My goodness! Does my life really matter so little?
Ask yourself: Does an ant wonder what will happen to it when it dies? No? Why not? Do you think the ants go to an ant-heaven when their life is over, or do you think they simply stop existing? I believe they simply vanish.
Another question: If there was a God ruling over our lifes, do you think it would matter to him/she/it what we believe in? Put in another way: Does it matter to you if the ant believes that you exist?
A lot of questions there..
I believe that it does not matter at all if I believe or not. If there is a God, he does not need me to believe in him to exist. If my soul goes to some place when I die, it will do so regardless of what I believed in this life.
What do you think? Am I totally off, or did the above make you think about it?
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